Dark Days

Oh how I hope this is the worst of it.  He has become quite down and there seems to be little I can do to bring back his winning smile.  He has asked for prayers specifically for help with being kinder with the children.  He has had a shorter fuse than we all are accustomed to and he has a strong desire for that to change.  He has made a goal of it.  His appetite is almost gone.  (Popcicles and crackers and water are all he will eat right now). He is on the strongest anti-nausea medicine we have.  He feels warm to the touch, but he says he feels cold and yet he doesn't have a temperature.  I don't want to leave him alone.  It is difficult to see him like this.  He received a blessing last night for which we are both grateful.  Truly we are surrounded by angels both seen and unseen.  We were not meant to hike alone this rugged terrain.  The view will be worth the toil.  We are becoming stronger.   I wouldn't trade this adventure for anyone else's.  This one is custom designed for our betterment.  "Trust, no matter what."